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You know, I can get really indecisive sometimes. Or shall I say, I like making rules and breaking them. Hehe. That’s soooooo me.
Even though I am in love with My Immortal (MOM, if you are reading this, My Immortal is a song by Evanescence. Don’t get me wrong. Hehehe.), which I placed in my other blog, I still prefer this sort of lullaby.
It’s hypnotizing, really. I often visit this blog just to listen to that. Yes. Just to listen. And yeah, to read and reread my introduction.
Try to pause for a while and just listen. What does it remind you? Well, every time I hear it, I am reminded of my childhood, of the sweetest things that ever happened to me, of God’s countless blessings--- some of which I have been unthankful of, of my childhood, and of my ultimate dream of becoming a REAL angel one day.
Call me melodramatic, but I had a feeling before that I am going to DIE YOUNG. When I found out about my sickness, I thought, “this must be it.” But my wonderful God wants me to live. I still have a number of Youth Camps to serve and outreaches to go to.
I am about to cry now. Seriously. Before, I thought, “if I am going to die early, at least I can finally be a real angel. How nice it would be if I can follow around my close friends and the people who call me angel!”
This, the sound you are hearing now (um, if you aren’t hearing a thing, try turning ON your speaker. LOLz.), is MY LULLABY. Lullabies are sung usually to make a baby fall asleep or to hush her cries. I listen to it when I’m down, and it reminds me of the nice things people said about me. Sans the not-so-nice ones? Nope. Nice and not-so-nice, they’re all the same. The former lifts my spirits up while the latter made me stronger.
When it’s YOUR down time, visit this blog. You’ll realize what I meant with all that I said.
2:33 PM
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