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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
:: My Medicines Are Killing Me ::
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
:: Hello to my new home *hugs* ::
You know, I can get really indecisive sometimes. Or shall I say, I like making rules and breaking them. Hehe. That’s soooooo me.
Even though I am in love with My Immortal (MOM, if you are reading this, My Immortal is a song by Evanescence. Don’t get me wrong. Hehehe.), which I placed in my other blog, I still prefer this sort of lullaby.
It’s hypnotizing, really. I often visit this blog just to listen to that. Yes. Just to listen. And yeah, to read and reread my introduction.
Try to pause for a while and just listen. What does it remind you? Well, every time I hear it, I am reminded of my childhood, of the sweetest things that ever happened to me, of God’s countless blessings--- some of which I have been unthankful of, of my childhood, and of my ultimate dream of becoming a REAL angel one day.
Call me melodramatic, but I had a feeling before that I am going to DIE YOUNG. When I found out about my sickness, I thought, “this must be it.” But my wonderful God wants me to live. I still have a number of Youth Camps to serve and outreaches to go to.
I am about to cry now. Seriously. Before, I thought, “if I am going to die early, at least I can finally be a real angel. How nice it would be if I can follow around my close friends and the people who call me angel!”
This, the sound you are hearing now (um, if you aren’t hearing a thing, try turning ON your speaker. LOLz.), is MY LULLABY. Lullabies are sung usually to make a baby fall asleep or to hush her cries. I listen to it when I’m down, and it reminds me of the nice things people said about me. Sans the not-so-nice ones? Nope. Nice and not-so-nice, they’re all the same. The former lifts my spirits up while the latter made me stronger.
When it’s YOUR down time, visit this blog. You’ll realize what I meant with all that I said.
2:33 PM
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The ones I’m taking are making me feel worse.
Just like one of my friends said, “Para kang nasa Deathrow ha. ”
In case you don’t know, I am taking 3 tablets (which are as big as a capsule) 15 minutes before breakfast and one tablet every four hours. One is for my lungs and the other is for my fever. I am about to graduate from the latter, though. Thank God.
Good thing I have this new PC. It makes me feel better. LOLz.
y the way, I’ll be out of the house later to confess. Silly- read first before thinking about anything. You see, it will be my first time to serve in a Youth Camp for YFC and we have to go to confession before we’ll be allowed to serve. It might take me forever! Haha. I haven’t confessed for ages.
9:53 PM
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http://rhealethybites.blogdrive.com, however, will not close down.
So to avoid confusion, here's the difference:
1. my blogdrive account will be the home of my THOUGHTS
2. while my blogspot account will contain the things going on with my life.
get it?
*mwah*
12:54 AM
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